Sorry

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done

I’m sorry for what the world is

I’m sorry I couldn’t be better

I’m sorry for once

I regret losing opportunities

I regret losing myself

I regret being cruel

I regret losing you

I wish things could be different

I wish I could be better

I wish you hadn’t run away

I wish we could still be here

We used to be in so much love

We used to have a second chance

But now that love is over again

Never to show it’s face again

I wish I could find better words

But all that there’s left to say

Is

I’m sorry

 

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Pittsburg

As some of you might know last week there was a shooting at a shul in Pittsburg. 11 people were killed and some are still in critical condition. The oldest of the people killed was a 97 year old holocaust survivor. Which according to Google they were just 25 years old then. To survive hitler (he was a jerk, I would use a stronger more mean word but I’m not allowed to cuss. A story is a different thing.) and then die because of a freaking anti-semitic (doesn’t deserve to be capitalized.) is unimaginable. The youngest was 52, I think. It’s just terrible.  At my shul on Shabbos there were cops patrolling the neighborhood and outside. It’s wonderful that there are people who care. But then there are people who don’t.

For instance my mother and I went into a bookstore, and when we ere checking out this lady kept harassing us to buy a membership cad thingy. My mother kept telling her no. But then she brought up the holidays. Finally my mother told her we were jewish. She said this:

“Oh. I’m so sorry about Pittsburg.” Thanks for reminding us… 😡

Mother: “Thank you. It’s been a hard week.” Pro Mom!

Cashier: “Oh, for the Christians too!”

It’s not like I have anything against Christians or anything, my BTCFF (Best Traffic Cone Friend Forever) is one, and I know that doesn’t I know everything about Christianity, I mean maybe the cashier was trying to comfort us in some strange way. I don’t know.

I know it’s short and I haven’t written anything  yet, but I’m going to eat dinner soon. Thanks guys! (the image is Leafpool.)

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Destiny isn’t a path any cat follows blindly. It’s always a matter of choice, and sometimes the heart speaks loudest.”

Leafpool, Sign Of The Moon, pg. 108

 

Percy Update

Hi everyone!

I don’t have a ton of time, so yeah. I gotta go to bed soon. I just though I would update everyone on Percy!

 

In one week he will officially be eight weeks old. So on Sunday we’re going to go meet him. Today I went shopping for puppy stuff. I got him a kennel, puppy food, training treats (Zukes are awesome for this. Just a thing.), teething toy, toy, and his collar.

it’s Green and blue with like a zig zag pattern, and it has a blue with tiny white polka dots all over it bowtie. How awesome is that?????? As promised… Photo time!

 

 

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He’s the one staring at the bowl.

 

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He’s the one with the ears down.

 

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He’s the one staring tat the camera. Ain’t he adorable????

Let’s Talk

Welcome back to Let’s Talk!

*applause and cheering*

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Today’s Let’s Talk topic is…

Murder

I know I know, it’s a sad topic. But it’s getting real you guys. Did you know that just today a jewish 27-year old was murdered at her work in Israel? Just because she was jewish!

She was 27 and had a husband and a one and half year old baby boy! Let’s give her family and friends the love and empathy they need. But she was murdered just because of her religion. And she was 27. Not even in the middle of her life. This world is getting scarier and scarier. Women look under they’re cars at night because they’re afraid. African Americans when they get pulled over immediately think they’re going to be sent to jail. Our world is going down into a world I don’t want to live in. And then people wonder why other humans Commit Suicide! They’re probably scared. Around a month or two ago a college student was murdered when she decided to go on a run in her hometown, IN DAYLIGHT! Imagine if this was your family. Imagine the grief and the fear that you may be next.

That’s scary. It makes me want to curl in a ball and scream at the same time. Why is Earth going into a world of hate and death and fear? Is that our goal now? And here I am, in my room writing this feeling like I’m going to cry and hate everyone. Just like racism, this is only going to stop if we fight against it. My mother and Step-father told me the only way to fight it without more people getting hurt is fighting it is by being a light in the dark. How do you get rid of a fear of the dark? You fight it slowly. You turn on the light until the dark isn’t scary, and rather welcoming.  I don’t want to fight it slowly, by I also don’t want people to die for a fighting to stop people from dying by other humans hands.

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P.S. Sorry about the depressing quote, I just thought it fitted with this blog. I tried to find depressing turned happy quotes, but I couldn’t. Really sorry!!!!!

New News

HI!

So, I’m really excited to tell you guys this!

I’m love animals. So my parents decided to let me get a dog. We went looking for one and finally found one. My mom talked to the lady and the lady put him on hold just for us. we get weekly updates. And I’m gonna share the pictures! His name will be Percival The First. Percy for short!

Here you go!

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This is Percy, he’s a tricolored corgi. His daddy was a Blue merle. he only has two or three siblings that’s also a blue merle. He only has one other sibling that’s a tricolored. His sister.
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This is him attacking a blanket!
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This is him with his brown eyes! Ain’t he adorable??????
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This was after he just had opened his eyes. His eyes are brown now. SO CUTE!
That’s all the pictures. *cough cough* for now *cough* 😉

Aren’t you ready to die from the cuteness?

 

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Let’s talk

Since Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur have passed I thought to start the Jewish new year with a bang! I’m doing a new series called “Lets Talk” TM Looking at it now, it’s already trademarked by something else, but I don’t Care! If you don’t like it, have a topic, or want a shoutout tell me in the comments! Today’s Topic:

Eyebrows!

What is with everyone’s sudden obsession of them? There’s this video of this guy who’s talking about his 28 year old daughter who lives with him. Instead of that being the problem the problem is that she looks to him for daily confirmation that she has “banging” eyebrows. And it’s not like it was just that. Eyebrows are one of my nervous spots. I get nervous when someone mentions them. My friends were talking about it. So if you know what the big deal about eyebrows is. Please tell me in the comments. Thank you so much!