Looking

Look within the spirit inside

It hides and doesn’t want to hide

But we search for everything we do

Knowing what we are but not who

I could go looking

Outside my home

Or perhaps I could go looking inside of Rome

Or maybe outside quiet in there

Sometimes we need to do what we don’t want to

So we might be looking in the wrong place

We shouldn’t be looking outside our homes

We shouldn’t be looking neither in Rome

We should be looking quite more deeper

We should be looking more inside

We  should be looking at our family

we should be looking at our culture

We should be looking inside our home

It doesn’t matter our goal

We should be looking where we come from

We should be looking at ourselves

Not the blame we place on someone

Not the hate we pin on each other

Not the discrimination we places on races

Not the stereotypes we lay on Culture

We should be looking inside

For who we are

And who we will become!

Where Am I Going

Where am I going from here?

My voice rings out

Echoing in the night

Where do I go from here?

The mind is spinning

With unanswered questions

Where do I go from here?

Do I go left?

To certain death?

Do I go right?

And begin to write?

Do I go up?

Climbing and pushing the bar too high?

Do I go down?

Not a likely choice.

Where do I go from here?

I could go anywhere.

But do I?

Do I leave behind what I know?

Do I leave behind and don’t see how I’ve grown,

Tell me what I should do.

No, this is my choice

Where do I go from here?

Sorry

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done

I’m sorry for what the world is

I’m sorry I couldn’t be better

I’m sorry for once

I regret losing opportunities

I regret losing myself

I regret being cruel

I regret losing you

I wish things could be different

I wish I could be better

I wish you hadn’t run away

I wish we could still be here

We used to be in so much love

We used to have a second chance

But now that love is over again

Never to show it’s face again

I wish I could find better words

But all that there’s left to say

Is

I’m sorry

 

Racism is NOT okay!

I have this friend in my school. (For her protection I’m not going to say her name, but we’ll call her Rachel). Rachel is a very proud Mexican American. And she should be! Mexican and other heritages are VERY important. So why do people tease others on it? As I was pondering this, I remembered a conversation I once had with Rachel. She told me she had experienced racism. Sadly, I was not surprised. She is clearly half Mexican, so it was obvious that she had or will experience racism in her lifetime. As sad as it is to think about that, it’s the truth. it’s not like Rachel is mean or anything at all, in fact she’s a wonderful friend and I love seeing her and talking to her. Today I asked her a question about Spanish because she’s fluent in it (I think, I’ve seen her talk in rapid Spanish but I’m not sure.) and she answered patiently. But (back to the topic) now the facts. When did racism first appear? People began seeing it around the Slavery times. Sadly racism fell onto different definitions as of the 2000s. I mean racism is all over the place (sadly) and I’ve seen it put on Rachel. Needless to say I lost my temper. I hate a lot of bad things. But one of the things I hate most is to see someone put down my friends. It makes my blood boil.

A really good quote by Larry Holmes says what I’ve been wondering. He says that “I didn’t fight this fight for the blacks, the whites, or the Spanish. I fought the fight for the people. We’re all G-d’s children. I don’t see color…” (that’s not all of the quote. I’m sorry if anything in this blog accidentally offends anyone.) My question is why can we see other human being as a species, not a color, religion, and so much more.

I’m sick of seeing hate. I’m sick of seeing fear. And I’m sick of seeing RACISM! The only way we’re going to stamp this out is if we work together. So the people that are racist, get your brains off the ground and turn your heart back from stone and help us!

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Annoying good friends with good stuff

The featured image is my gmail screen, Isn’t it pretty? i made this  blog post five hours ago.

Okay, I ‘m still laughing from this…. Gimme a second….

*four hours later in that voice from Spongebob…. who is he? Another blog for another time…. getting back on topic*

My friend texted me yesterday saying she gets notifications on her phone (that’s usually on silent AHEM) when I email her. So that’s what I did this morning. Keeping in mind this was at nine fifty my time. She’s three HOURS behind me. So this was technically six in the morning. Overlooking that fact I emailed her. But I didn’t have anything to say. So I chose to say something deep, inspirational, and philosophical. Get up. Around eighty times. I DID NOT copy and paste.  (I didn’t actually count.) At the end I told her this and left a hashtag, and this is it: #howyouknowthatthey’reyourtruefriendsLOL

I actually took that from the email. Here’s a picture of the email.

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No kidding. This is proof I shouldn’t be unsupervised while writing a blog. And emailing my friends. Another one of my friends was awake in AK and we were texting so I thought she should be awake. She hasn’t responded. That could mean two things. She’s sleeping/ didn’t see it, or she’s ignoring me. Time to take extreme measures. (yes I know this could be counted as spam or abuse. but you don’t know her like I do… unless your one of my friends in AK reading this. (She wants to take of the world and kill all human being with a death ray. Don’t worry I spared you guys. I”M SECOND IN COMMAND WHOO HOO!) Also she gets on me about my profile picture… all the time. I JUST WANT GRUMPY CAT!!!! BUT  NO I NEED A TRAFFIC CONE. 🙂

(actually photo taken of message she sent me on a group chat.)

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yes, that is what she said. She is the top two  weirdest people alive. That would be why were friends. I tend to make friends with weirdos.  She also said this to someone. (yes she understands funerals are not something to make fun of.)

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Great now I need her permission to use her name on a blog. ONTO THE GMAIL OR INBOX!

Here’s a screenshot of it. (i know this is a lot of screenshots but a friend reminded me on how to take one on this computer that I’m on.)

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Now time to wait for a response.

I hate waiting.  But I’m going to have to wait which means I’ll have to put todays date. FINE!

Sunday, July 29, 2018

there.